Wednesday, March 17, 2010

Anniversary #2

2 years down and hopefully many many more years to come. I can't believe how much more I love Ron now than I did when we were married 2 years ago. I am still amazed by him. It's so funny how when we first got married, I was so independent. I liked going to the store by myself and it did not bother me very much if Ron didn't get home until late at night. Now, I love doing everything with him. I hate it when he is gone and I am so dependent on him. I actually love it!
He is such an amazing man and will be the greatest father one day.I love to watch him with our nieces and nephews and the neighbor kids. Hopefully that day will be sooner than later. I really have learned how amazing Ron is as we have begun this adoption process. He truly is my emotional strength. I am learning patience and trust in the Lord and he always helps me to see things as they really are. I love him more each day. I laugh more each year and even when I am upset, Ron finds a way to make me laugh, ( I don't want to laugh though cause I am mad remember, but I soon forget and start laughing also.)
Yesterday, we were able to meet our case worker and I am so excited to progress thorugh this journey. We have our meeting with her next wednesday and I can't wait. I just want to get approved as soon as possible. The soonest we can take our adoption classes are April 23-24, so I am thinking hopefully we can be approved by May. I just have to remember to "trust in the lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thine own understanding, in all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths."
I know that we will soon be able to be parents and I am so grateful for the birthmom who is giving me this opportunity.